PISSY MISSY

for some reason, i woke up in the different side of the bed today with every little thing getting the best of me. OoOOoSsSaaa . repeat after me, OoOOoSsSaaa. i guess taking a friday off from my demanding job took a toll on me .. today. i haven't really been taking the mini daily smoke trip downstairs because as you all know i'm trying to kick the habit. i guess that too is not helping the mood swings. i think i still to need to take 5 minute breaks here and there to breathe and relax a little bit. this industry is wayyyy too stressful. and i'm not quite sure if i'm still enjoying it.

[edit // o5o6] as i have predicted, i have 88 hours left of vacation time... 88 hours that will not carry over when my anniversary passes, which is next month. i must use them.