Learning About Myself

It's a tough task getting to know myself. It's something though that i've been trying to do for the last 3 years. Even now, I still can't say that i complete know me. There are many things that i dont understand, many thoughts that boggle my mind, and words that come out of my mouth unexpectedly. But i do try to keep as much as i can in perspective, lay them out in  front of me and try to understand. 

Why do i do certain things? Why do i think of such thoughts? Why could i be so negative one minute, then be overly positive the next? What ticks me off? What do i like ? What makes me smile? Do i really enjoy blogging or am i pretending to be? Am i a leader or a follower? 

So many things to learn.... and each day i do learn something about myself, i feel more confident and in control.